10th - 911

911已經十年了, 那個恐懼, 那個不解, 那個哀傷從未離開... 打從當天從live看著, 看著第二架飛機撞向另一座世貿中心, 看著遇難者一個又一個從世貿上跳下來, 我哭了... 但往後的十年, 直到今天, 每次看到相關的片段, 我知道我的心在淌淚, 但只有在心裡, 實在無法哭出來... 這個悲劇憋在心裡很痛苦...

當天我不在紐約, 我在洛杉磯, 我不是美國人, 但反正我覺得已是跟他們是一份子. 這件事, 我看到的不是種族, 不是宗教, 不是金錢, 不是權力, 是仇恨和自私可以殺死任何一個人, 任何無辜的也牽連在內. 一切都只是籍口, 只是為了一己之私... 可憐的上千上萬個無辜平民連死了也不知道原因...

其實我很厭倦媒體甚至電影界一直把這些悲劇不斷重演, 沒錯, 對沒經歷過的人可能只是一個告知, 一個報告, 甚至是一個娛樂, 但對有經歷過的人來說, 這是何等大的折磨?

剛半迫著自己把電視播放的聯合93看完... 痛... 但仍欲哭無淚...

願911遇難者的家屬朋友, 或所有經歷過這份痛的人, 都得到祝福, 永遠不用再經歷這種悲劇這種痛! 願各位學懂珍惜, 不單止珍惜身邊的人, 以及到讓你幸福的人, 事, 物, 珍惜每一天!

God Blessed!!

* Picture from http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1054486/As-world-marks-seventh-anniversary-9-11-attacks-America-prepares-switch-tactics-hunt-Bin-Laden.html

17 Days in a Row

Feel very tired...
Is it time to come back here for a break?
I don't know...
But I do need a place for release the negative me!

>>轉載>> 攝影不是貨物

一篇小弟覺得好好既文章~

攝影不是貨物

委屈...

原來

由細到大我都係喺委屈中長大

習慣咗

但唔代表我係應份去接受委屈

冇錯

我係一個幾硬頸既人

我係一個唔得圓滑既人

我係一個唔識玩心計既人

委屈

我默默去接受

只係因為我太易心軟

只係因為我唔鐘意去嘈

只係因為我唔鐘意將啲嘢去複雜化

做人點解唔可以簡簡單單公公平平

鐘意就鐘意

唔掂就唔掂

做人

就應該存有赤子之心

最起碼

我唔嚟攪你

你都尊重一下唔好喺度攪攪振

我決定要蛻變!

Bonus....

今日又再OT

不過放工既時候

總算有啲bonus...

就係睇到一部份既煙花

點解無端端會有煙花睇?

就係因為永利新既酒店開幕

所以有一場盛大既煙花匯演

講真

真係意料之外咁盛大

比起每年既煙花比賽好睇十萬倍!!!

我仲要喺燃放位置既旁邊

啲煙花爆開既聲真係大到振入心

最衰係揸住架車

如果唔係一定仲正...

唉...

如果每次OT都有啲咁正既bonus就好loo

Dinner Tonight...

Well...

That's tonight dinner... Thai food with my brother's family...

That's it.....?.....!

It's really hard to get a picture everyday

but I'll try my best to do it

That's my project and I will not fail myself!!!

Mmm...
There is one good start today cos I've got a chance~

Just hope that will go well~

煩...

今日做嘢做到癲咗

繼續係做得好唔開心

八點九先喺公司走

行去O記買包煙食果時見到有依本書

望咗兩望咩都冇諗就買咗啦

其實我都唔知點解會買

唔係話本書唔啱用

只係

根本都忙到冇時間睇書

同埋都唔會咁快會再去菲律賓

可能只係想用買嘢去舒緩自己既情緒...

工作真係越嚟越辛苦

辛苦到根本冇力去諗其他任何既嘢

返到屋企

公司既嘢公司既情緒全部都仲喺個腦入面

趕都唔走

甚至一向擔當白姐姐既我

喺朋友感情有問題既時候

竟然咩都諗唔到去當佢分析

個腦好似死咗咁...

感覺好痛苦...

幾時先可以逃出依個咁可怕既地方呀...

P.S.

一日一相真係好難

因為澳門真係冇咩好影

加上而家負能量超標

咩都冇興趣...

New Projects

Just got ideas for my new projects while browsing some blogs

First, I will make a video/photo album for the Boracay trip I just did last month (this is a promise to my friends who were in the trip with me)

Second, will keep taking pic everyday, and post it here... mmm... See if I can have "Pic of the Day", "Pic of the Week" which will not appear in "Pic of the Day", and "Pic of the Month", which also will not be appear in the previous two, and would be the best one I take within that month...

Third, portrait picture, may work with my royal designer Kim, and thinking to have a set of portrait picture handle by him~

Well that's all I can think of now, hope that all will go well and successful~

I Gotta Feeling

I still remember on my 28th birthday night
I listened to this song in a disco by the beach in Boracay with my best friend
It was so fun and relax~
A week later
I heard it again
in my company...
It's a different like Heaven and Hell...
I wish time could go back
I wish I could leave the Hell ASAP.......!!

10 Places I Wanna Travel to

Just read a blog about Top Ten Ultra-Safe Destinations to Travel, therefore, just have a quick thought about where I wanna go next.

In this blog, the 10 places are Singapore, Norway, Japan, Iceland, Switzerland, Denamark, Cyprus, New Zealand, Luxembourg, and Ireland. Luckily I have already been to 2 of them for sure (just not sure if I have been to Luxembourg). And in this list, I found some targets I did plan on my travel list, which are Singapore, Norway, and New Zealand. Hopefully, Singapore will be the closest place for me to go. Also, I hope there will be a change for me to go to Prague...

Sigh, however, with my current work load and salary, I think there is still distance between me and those targets...

By the way, the blog I mentioned above is quite interesting, take a look if you like to trave~

願

今日又諗起埋喺心入面既一個問題
好多人都話做人係好辛苦
我認同
但辛苦喺邊呢?
冇錢? 冇嘢做? 捱餓? 定係有病?
對我嚟講
做人既痛苦係
做咗幾十年人先發現
自己一路相信係啱既嘢
原來只係自己既一廂情願
原來信念可以一秒鐘內完全徹底既瓦解
原來冇人冇事可以值得相信...

放心
我既信念仲喺度
只係
開始對一切既嘢有doubt
好怕最後會一切瓦解...

因為怕
所以又諗起依首歌

"我想相信我做得對 想到人極疲累...."

作曲：許願/黃偉年
填詞：林夕

最美一幕 還未閉幕 最闊的路在塵世遠方
最好知己永在身旁 聽我講 我從不說謊
我想相聚 誰便再聚 我想歡樂便隨意去追
我想相信我做得對 想到人極疲累
我自信有日如願 縱使天高地厚 仍被我逆轉
假使一生會沒了沒完 總有日會如願

最美一幕 還未閉幕 最闊的路在塵世遠方
最好知己永在身旁 聽我講 我從不說謊
我想相聚 誰便再聚 我想歡樂便隨意去追
我想相信我做得對 想到人極疲累
我自信有日如願 縱使天高地厚 仍被我逆轉
假使一生會沒了沒完 總有日會如願
當結局未揭穿

Save the dolphins

Too busy to update my blog, but still wanna share this with you guys...

PLEASE SAVE THE DOLPHINS!!!!!!

Please visit TakePart.com and The Cove.com for more information.

Thank you for your participation!

潮流小花

帶咗假髮既小花，好時髦哦～～

Brief Note before the Chinese New Year

Just went to the Venetian Shopping Mall with my family, and took a few pic, just a few, cos I'm quite today, and had to do some shopping for myself. Hopefully will get those pics done asap. Damnn.... haven't updated here for a while, get to work hard on this... Happy Chinese New Year everyone~

黑雲

今朝喺公司食住早餐
睇咗天比高同埋裡面既一個blog
覺得香港人其實好幸福
因為好多資源去學嘢去創作
好多人會走出嚟同年青人加油打氣
但係喺澳門就真係唔多
仲要好多都係小圈子既嘢...

唔知點解
睇下睇下
覺得好羡慕
令我諗起pixar既一個動畫段片



我覺得自己就好似果舊黑雲咁
盡管點努力去做
但始終做唔到人哋欣賞或者認同既嘢出嚟...
我記得初睇依條片既時
除咗共鳴之外
個心仲有種好低落
"拿"住"拿"住咁
好似睇緊自己既人生...

但願我身邊會出現一個好似片中果隻觀咁既人
無論發生咩事
都係喺我身邊支持我
咁就好啦...

Happy New Year

2010年嚟到啦
先祝大家新年快樂
新既一年比09年好!

新一年既計劃...仲未定好
不過會趁依兩日空檔時間計劃好!

而過去一年經歷咗好多
希望自己同大家
都會記住過去既教訓
都會記住過去開心既日子
都會記住今年要更努力去做好自己!

Happy New Year~

同場送上依首歌俾大家
希望大家記住當中既一句歌詞
Collect the dreams you dream today... Remember the time of your life!

聖誕快樂

今日個聖誕過得比以往平淡
冇出去大事興祝
只係一班朋友喺自己屋企飲下嘢傾下計
同埋將旅行買既手信當聖誕禮物咁派俾佢哋
聖誕俾我一種好奇怪既落幕既感覺
雖然依種感覺喺今年淡咗啲
但隱約仲覺得ｄｏｗｎ...

今個聖誕其實都冇乜癮
因為放假仲要喺屋企ｓｔａｎｄｂｙ做公司嘢
星期六日又要返公司做嘢
想死
要快啲轉工
唔想再過依啲冇哂私人時間既生活...

今日同姪女大家去咗新開既 一號湖畔 影相
其實都冇乜特別既一個地方
又係得名牌...
不過見到姪女玩得開心就ｏｋ

札幌之旅既相終於執完
今次冇乜心情影相
可能因為太凍，太趕，同埋太攰既關係啦
聽日再ｕｐｌｏａｄ俾大家睇～

往事...真係只能回味...

今日聽細蘇既好回家
聽到依首歌
突然回憶起喺米國既生活同感覺...
事實上
每日返工泊低架車
之後喺停車場行返上地面果幾級樓梯
我都會幻想自己仲喺米國
自我催眠
希望可以開心啲...

Macy Gray - I Try



Macy Gray - Sweet Sweet Baby (當時好鐘意聽依首歌～)

Ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ

發現自己既 "Ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ" 又開始出現...
又開頭想攪個網頁
到攪咗個ｆｏｒｕｍ
再到算係成功咁攪咗個ｏｎｌｉｎｅ ｒａｄｉｏ
而家又想再嚟
集合各樣既嘢
攪單大嘢出嚟...
唉...
唔知幾時先會成功呢...
有冇人又咁既閒情逸緻嚟陪我癲呀？

有既話不妨話過我知～～

原來過得很快樂

今日
因為太攰＆太懶
所以錯過咗同姪女既香港之行
唯有等下次再同佢去香港玩啦～
而日本之旅亦都總算ｃｏｎｆｉｒｍｅｄ
今次既目的地係北海道既札幌＆小樽
期待中～
所以諗到依首歌～

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